bettydoo's

2009-10-09T17:49:00.000-07:00

BETTYDOO'S: alamak, breakfast with 'J', raking the past,something i'll never had again. i really want to thrash you, mother fucker! just reach my sweet homie & i.m so tired, got to work later at 3pm to 10pm - illuma, 12am to 6am - pubby, argh. i'm like a walking corpse. :/ a cute pooboy : RICK! i cant find him @ fb. hahaha, he's just so ....... but ....... aww, contradicting. anyway, his heart ran away. haha. looking forward th bangkok trip, hoho, my paradise.,hopefully asap! upper's lanshop holding inhouse competition! 5v5, joining for sure tho i'ma noob still,best team-mates where are you?! lol. i'ma actually learning how to love again now,all the best & i SHALL find my true love, sounds childish but obviously victoriabettypressie WILL. hugs'', nightspeeps.

5thoct09 ipoh&kl's LateLoads.

2009-10-08T01:40:00.000-07:00

bettydoo's : 5thoct09 ipoh&kl's LateLoads. a nice& pleasant trip. i remembered, using RM buying ciggs and bubblegummy @ custom. that feeling's so so cool! hahaha, a lil 'SUAKU' i know, but my last trip was 3 years old to genting. finally my passport's chop! hahaha, planning for bangkok trip december/jan, with all precious. weets, cant wait, shopping paradise baby, ipoh's peaceful, that moment, my burden's lessen, thanks guys, my mummy's lyka tourguide, deadbeat,i reached home, slept for 28 hours. o.o, hahaha, hao xiang ni oh!

provisions,temple,smellybeans stall.

yummy food.

monkey say who bettypressie:p

bubble'bubble gummy.

four wheels bicycle. old trad.

yellow yellow egg tart & little doggy.

bettydoo's&keve.ladies-camwhoring '',)

BETTYDOO'S

2009-10-08T01:03:00.000-07:00

Victoriabettypressie.

bettydoo's : here, pookie's dead. ehem, okay first of all, i would like to declare & confess something. ' ***** ' i've already like you, but you've got yourself someone new, you know who you are, 250909, i realised. awww, i aint talking nonsense, i just want you to be happy. promise me you will <: ahah!, i've stop being so emo ever since dairy's burned, pictures deleted,gifts thrown & all memories abandoned because' that truth irks & turn me off totally. my biggest regret, YOU. fucking bastard, give me a chance to give you one tight slap. CBK.

secret boy, i'd miss you, meet me soon! // (k)

3 days reflections.

2009-10-01T14:44:00.000-07:00

kill me, i sucks :k

sugarpookie: NO MORE PHONE. its been 4 days i've blogged. dadada :/ 29thsep2009, working in a pub as part.time, back to my square old line. gobbling chivas,martell & beer lyka bitch, i'm ruined, beer belly coming. i met this pretty lil boy, i'm attracted to his voice, damn! god's unfair, he's ; a CHINA boy. argh, i would never want that :c reaching home at 6.00am, KO! dinner with family&relatives yesterday and had a game of 'CHOR.DAI.DEE' with uncle martin,kevelia&mummy <- the gamblers, till 7am in th morning, my mum won 295 bucks! felt cheated cause' i lost 100 bucks to her, th rest theirs/ gg. :k hasnt been jogging for 2 days already.oh no,victoria, you're lacking of determination. buck up -'- darren & junqing should be enjoying themselves @ thai disco, haha, sorry couldnt join you guys! next round i shall :>
well,working later on, alcohol irks me seriously but no choice :/ oh, i hasnt been stalking someone's page for long! i finally managed to do that tho how much i want to. keep it up/.
buddy :i'll be your listening ear. after sharing earlier on, hope you do felt better.
friends : sorry for not contacting or meeting you guys recently, down on mood,i choose to be alone.the crowded it is, the more lonely i felt & my line's cut, getting a prepaid, update you guys soon! MISS MISS :>

i dont want to dream of you. :K

my heart's calling you.

2009-09-27T15:27:00.001-07:00

27thseptember2009
ps:these pictures was taken on 12th june 2008,my birthday present.

sugarpookie:giggling browsing all pictures night long,i miss PP seriously :( sunday rotting home.quarrelling with my mum the whole evening, so sick, nag nag nag all she does.:/ sorry sister, cant make it for mahjong, i will bring baby junius for shopping soon :> soon, i went to bed at 9pm and oh my forgotten to jog!!woke up in th middle of night to BLOG.hell day.lastly.happy 25th birthday precious. eat & sleep more, you're getting old. weets! sushi spree later.morning people!

looniekwek is being missed. :/ my gangsta

happy pills.

2009-09-27T14:40:00.000-07:00

26thseptember2009

:> pookie & derek & serene

:> shaun

:> ah qing

:> serene

sugarpookie: inexpensive&fabulous dinner @ aston.numberball as i wanted, i lost $20, no more beginner's luck! shoo :/ met up botak ivan and smarty tommy later on. drinking @ UP as usual, brushing skills on my 5-10 with all masters and singing like a superstar. hahaha. i begin to turn moody after sometime, memories and pain struggling. lighting up a stick to the back alley and i cried. arghhh. my hates/. soon, thanks to someone, i smiled :> - chenjunqing, my new same birthday buddy.spamming skills on 5-10, i made him tipsy. last round, SERENE TEACH HIM how to win me and i lost. hurrr! taxi's dead, reached home 7.30, fuck tired. i've got a new naughty pet today. ' HAHA' shall get him some biscuits soon. ivan : dont worry mouse warrior, be happy, all the best!

pp, i miss you dearly, you hear me?

disheartening.

2009-09-27T14:20:00.000-07:00

25th september 2009

sugarpookie: trying my very best to smile like i used to, i failed my interview, i flunk my speech and a total disheartening first attempt.that goes my dream.tears gathered.at that moment holding on to my phone, wanted to break this to you, hoping for some comfort but i didnt still. been jogging lately, slimming plans! appetite too turn lesser. everything seems sour to me and i love to puke. whattheshit. :/ sleep sleep sleep.

victoria's an angel but a blind one.

2009-08-31T01:00:00.000-07:00

sugarpookie: its been so long,finally a time to blog! me,being so rebellious for the week causes misery to people whom i love,my applogies.today, from the bottom of my heart, i would like to wish someone special to me, a happy birthday. two months ago, was really planning how to celebrate and gifts that would be the most memorable for him. today,sitting here looking at those pictures supposingly will be edited in a video clip makes me felt upset because i know i could never do anything to make it up. i made a promise, i will be there whenever you need me.The end comes when we no longer talk with ourselves. It is the end of genuine thinking and the beginning of the final loneliness. The remarkable thing is that the cessation of the inner dialogue marks also the end of our concern with the world around us. It is as if we noted the world and think about it only when we have to report it to ourselves.well, rather end of it. so damnation.

Just another day.

2009-08-21T15:07:00.000-07:00

sugarpookie sigh : the very last friday wasted,sleep&eat&sleep. but something upset happened the moment when i wasawake.im sorry baby for causing your heart to turn sour & sweetest songs with the saddest thoughts. :/ i promise, i promised and my promises.i realise my life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out. What am I doing right? well, 2 more days to the new chapter of my life, work hard,play hard and to fill the hour,thats happiness!hey people, drink till drunk night for me today, rock it!

LONNIE:lets get a bloody mug on sunday :) cartoon one will be cool. HAHAHA

he : we were once young and dangerously in love.
she : the truth is more important than the facts!

&baby : It is only possible to live happily ever after on a day to day basis :D

Would you?

2009-08-20T16:54:00.000-07:00

sugarpookie : three unstoppable days & im lost.recalling where and what i was, shall begin with laugh then HAHAHAHA :) firstly,to serene and tommy : take care & happy holidays in china! im missing you guys already! :D back to dota scores - totally gone, 11 matches screw. i shall seriously quit. oh boy, thanks to you. 1-16 :/ thats when darren's triple kill comes from. lol. job interview was pretty successful & both are selected. i would like to thanks my bitch and baby. new chapter of my life beginning from monday, 3 days left to heavoc. sign. i shall do my best! god bless me okay.Next, randomly wearing an ass-tshirt walking around,cam-whoring over 200 pictures with two monkeys at haw par villa. it was a great day tho im freaking soul-less. a surprise with no notice,the best damn thing. ** hiak hiak hiak! sad night after,first promise broken,damn it. day with baby,ariel,azer,amos, im getting there. i love kids! we had sushi for dinner headed to the arcade next, taking neoprints like the happy family :) pretty nice. kids was cooperative and likes me.nothing was screw but baby - the bad guy. 3 lil soft toys for the 3 lil pigs, hope they enjoyed. :) i held you with my lil palm,with the warmest bliss i ever had,a moment like this,some people search forever. you make me mad,because you lied. it hurts totally and well, you shall be forgiven this time. once more screw and thats about it. you're not dumb or stupid baby,just too cute for that.
darrenyap : no offence for what i'v said, my opinion. you know, i know. smiles!

some words are still unsaid. i'll be waiting:D
song of the day : lost without you.
good night people.

absurd and delicious.

2009-08-17T10:34:00.000-07:00

sugarpookie smiles : my very first attempt today, nice&memorable. ariel likes me, im missing her next. yeah, and baby, kids dont LIE okay! you watch it! pepperlunch for dinner, so so sinful for you guys. lol, again, dota - 3 matches down th row goodgame. whathfuck! guess, we shall just quit. HAHAHA. good night LOONIE, hugs. victoria pookie ang shall pwn ivan keiro lau for reversi tonight!
Darren yap : you screw my frog and treating me like nuts. you watch out!

quotation :
When i saw you, i was afraid to meet you. When i met you, i was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you, i was afraid to love you. Now that i love you, i am afraid to lose you.

Sunday's moon.

2009-08-16T15:18:00.000-07:00

sugarpookie yawns : a long long sleep, awaken past 12am. damn god , totally forgotten im meeting him. sorry baby :/ here i go, hungry again. yumyum. a sinful meal spree with ivan,darren&junqing at geylang. sleep tight LONNIE. :D and next -victoria pookie ang played Reversi and ivan keiro lau won! freaking, my brain juices was squeeze dry and you're good. haha. Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today :)

15september 2009,that day comes,I will pray.
answer me,would you be my angel to have and to hold? would you be my rose to cherish more than gold?

video of the day : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXo3NFqkaRM so so insane. enjoy!

The happening, not so happening after all.

2009-08-15T23:06:00.000-07:00

sugarpookie : and finally in the middle of the night, i'v got to watch jackneo's film.it was nice&stupid overall. cyberdom for DOTA next,i'v constantly lost for 4 matches, hurrhurr! guess i am that good no more :/ same goes to ivan,shirley,derek & darren! hahaha. super breakfast i'v had, chilling with the guys planning the day, A game of BADMINTON strikes me,sleepy yet excited. but it was all screw again and i lost my temper. i'm sorry. well,i just could say you make me smile again baby, your message touched the bottom of my heart and yes, you're silly. The course of true love never did run smooth :D good night people.

TO both : Begin with the end in mind.

Twilight in the weekend.

2009-08-14T07:45:00.000-07:00

here i am, returning blogging :D same goes to LONNIE tho its a tedious task for her. alright, i should start with myself, life has been a metaphor for me, a tunnel that never seems to end.things does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth so yeah, brooding over injuries. went for a swim today, as usual drowning sorrows, cam-whoring with pathetic her while drizzling. LONNIE ; 'the journey of a thousand mile starts with a single step' get it? next, re-doing my stupid hair again & again, but sadly it sucks.i was love struck in the entire august and i'v come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.OK, the worst part of the day,was urging to watch jackneo's film, but all screw, so i went to bed. good night.