sugarpookie: its been so long,finally a time to blog! me,being so rebellious for the week causes misery to people whom i love,my applogies.today, from the bottom of my heart, i would like to wish someone special to me, a happy birthday. two months ago, was really planning how to celebrate and gifts that would be the most memorable for him. today,sitting here looking at those pictures supposingly will be edited in a video clip makes me felt upset because i know i could never do anything to make it up. i made a promise, i will be there whenever you need me.The end comes when we no longer talk with ourselves. It is the end of genuine thinking and the beginning of the final loneliness. The remarkable thing is that the cessation of the inner dialogue marks also the end of our concern with the world around us. It is as if we noted the world and think about it only when we have to report it to ourselves.well, rather end of it. so damnation.



sugarpookie sigh : the very last friday wasted,sleep&eat&sleep. but something upset happened the moment when i wasawake.im sorry baby for causing your heart to turn sour & sweetest songs with the saddest thoughts. :/ i promise, i promised and my promises.i realise my life has no purpose, no direction, no aim, no meaning, and yet I'm happy. I can't figure it out. What am I doing right? well, 2 more days to the new chapter of my life, work hard,play hard and to fill the hour,thats happiness!hey people, drink till drunk night for me today, rock it!

LONNIE:lets get a bloody mug on sunday :) cartoon one will be cool. HAHAHA

he : we were once young and dangerously in love.
she : the truth is more important than the facts!

&baby : It is only possible to live happily ever after on a day to day basis :D



sugarpookie : three unstoppable days & im lost.recalling where and what i was, shall begin with laugh then HAHAHAHA :) firstly,to serene and tommy : take care & happy holidays in china! im missing you guys already! :D back to dota scores - totally gone, 11 matches screw. i shall seriously quit. oh boy, thanks to you. 1-16 :/ thats when darren's triple kill comes from. lol. job interview was pretty successful & both are selected. i would like to thanks my bitch and baby. new chapter of my life beginning from monday, 3 days left to heavoc. sign. i shall do my best! god bless me okay.Next, randomly wearing an ass-tshirt walking around,cam-whoring over 200 pictures with two monkeys at haw par villa. it was a great day tho im freaking soul-less. a surprise with no notice,the best damn thing. ** hiak hiak hiak! sad night after,first promise broken,damn it. day with baby,ariel,azer,amos, im getting there. i love kids! we had sushi for dinner headed to the arcade next, taking neoprints like the happy family :) pretty nice. kids was cooperative and likes me.nothing was screw but baby - the bad guy. 3 lil soft toys for the 3 lil pigs, hope they enjoyed. :) i held you with my lil palm,with the warmest bliss i ever had,a moment like this,some people search forever. you make me mad,because you lied. it hurts totally and well, you shall be forgiven this time. once more screw and thats about it. you're not dumb or stupid baby,just too cute for that.
darrenyap : no offence for what i'v said, my opinion. you know, i know. smiles!

some words are still unsaid. i'll be waiting:D
song of the day : lost without you.
good night people.



sugarpookie smiles : my very first attempt today, nice&memorable. ariel likes me, im missing her next. yeah, and baby, kids dont LIE okay! you watch it! pepperlunch for dinner, so so sinful for you guys. lol, again, dota - 3 matches down th row goodgame. whathfuck! guess, we shall just quit. HAHAHA. good night LOONIE, hugs. victoria pookie ang shall pwn ivan keiro lau for reversi tonight!
Darren yap : you screw my frog and treating me like nuts. you watch out!

quotation :
When i saw you, i was afraid to meet you. When i met you, i was afraid to kiss you. When I kissed you, i was afraid to love you. Now that i love you, i am afraid to lose you.



sugarpookie yawns : a long long sleep, awaken past 12am. damn god , totally forgotten im meeting him. sorry baby :/ here i go, hungry again. yumyum. a sinful meal spree with ivan,darren&junqing at geylang. sleep tight LONNIE. :D and next -victoria pookie ang played Reversi and ivan keiro lau won! freaking, my brain juices was squeeze dry and you're good. haha. Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today :)

15september 2009,that day comes,I will pray.
answer me,would you be my angel to have and to hold? would you be my rose to cherish more than gold?

video of the day : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXo3NFqkaRM so so insane. enjoy!



sugarpookie : and finally in the middle of the night, i'v got to watch jackneo's film.it was nice&stupid overall. cyberdom for DOTA next,i'v constantly lost for 4 matches, hurrhurr! guess i am that good no more :/ same goes to ivan,shirley,derek & darren! hahaha. super breakfast i'v had, chilling with the guys planning the day, A game of BADMINTON strikes me,sleepy yet excited. but it was all screw again and i lost my temper. i'm sorry. well,i just could say you make me smile again baby, your message touched the bottom of my heart and yes, you're silly. The course of true love never did run smooth :D good night people.

TO both : Begin with the end in mind.



here i am, returning blogging :D same goes to LONNIE tho its a tedious task for her. alright, i should start with myself, life has been a metaphor for me, a tunnel that never seems to end.things does not rejoice over wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth so yeah, brooding over injuries. went for a swim today, as usual drowning sorrows, cam-whoring with pathetic her while drizzling. LONNIE ; 'the journey of a thousand mile starts with a single step' get it? next, re-doing my stupid hair again & again, but sadly it sucks.i was love struck in the entire august and i'v come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.OK, the worst part of the day,was urging to watch jackneo's film, but all screw, so i went to bed. good night.